Once upon a time lived a girl who thought she was happy with her life. She had all she needed a nice house, plenty of clothes and even several pieces of fine jewelry. She filled her days and nights with volunteer work around the city or for her kids schools and their special interests. what more could she want did she not have it all?
Time marched on and soon the first of three kids graduated and moved from her home. She kissed him good-bye and cried as she watched him drive off to live in another state. Satisfied she had done her job well with raising the first of her beloved boys she went on with her life.
Wasn't long after that her second boy graduated high school early so much in a hurry to be on his own. He moved out and in with a friend now there was only one left in her home. She smiled in knowing her boys were fine grown men. Satisfied with herself as she had raised them to be independent and to stand on their own.
within months she made the painful decision she knew was right. she packed up the little girl whom she had cared for the last 4 years and returned her to her mom where she belonged. her heart was shattered and broken. this child she had not finished raising and it was the hardest to let go. for awhile she cried endless tears till no more would fall from her red swollen eyes. then she took a deep breath and moved forward with her life.
now in her home there was no more laughter. no more events to occupy this ones time. her husband she hardly knew and the two were so far apart that the mighty Mississippi River could flow easily between them. she tried to talk to him. he would not hear her for he was off in his own world. when he did talk to her he called her names that hurt as deep as the river was wide. He blamed her for all and soon the girl was so sad always she thought of death daily.
then one day she kicked herself in the ass and said pull your head out and figure your life out. she started with looking back at her life. she went as far back as she could recall. looked for the things that made her happy and then sorted out why they did so. soon the girl saw the clearness and the focus in her life. she was not a girl she was a submissive female and she needed to belong to One and she needed to serve this One with all her might. now all she had to do; was find Him.
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She spent hours upon hours searching the net. she chatted with so many and became friends with others like her and with the men who were doms. some offered her teachings and help along the way. One took her under his wing and called her his sweet innocence. But he lied to her when the truth came out she was shaken and almost gave up her search for the One she needed to serve.
She met another on line and then in real time they met as well. He was a teacher of slaves, not ready to own one for his personal reasons. She enjoyed the time they shared together he taught her so much more than she can ever repay him for. They remained as student and teacher for months, until one day another sent this sub an email.
The subject line was demanding and powerful and most of all confident it simply said "your Lord has found you," it did not take long and the two were meeting for lunch...the rest is history for now she belongs to Him.
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Soon in a matter of days this submissive slave will surrender the last of her old vanilla habits to Him. She loves her name. She craves her Master. now her life is in His hands. She trusts Him and feels alive because of Him. He knows He has a lot of training to do with this one. He says He is up for the challenge she is eager to please Him and this pleases Him. she is His, mind, body, heart and soul. She is after all Ghost Maters jewel.
He tells her she is like a raw jem, just needs to be cut and polished. He calls her sweet names that melt her heart. He sees in her the need to serve Him to let Him control her. He needs to be dominating and loving she needs to be dominated and loved. What a match they have found in O/one another. She thanks the greatest Master of all each day for bringing them together.
Soon He will place His collar on a neck and a mark on the body that now belongs to Him. Both will say to all that she is His and His alone. to her they will say she has finally become the person she was born to be. To Him they will say she has surrendered not just to Him, but to herself as well.
~jewel~
10/23/03
